Wednesday, 8 May 2013

I do believe : Chapter 4

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" Maybe today I will regret  but soon, You will be my history and I will proud to know you " - Allison 
This will be the end of the story of Allison Love Story with Austin. " Home from school" she's updating her status at twitter. While she's busy reading a new news about Taylor Swift, suddenly on her mind she's thinking about Austin. At the same time, she felt really regret to know him, to fall ni love with him and so on. She felt like, she just wasted her time stalked him at twitter even not 24 hour but everyday she always stalked his status. So, this is the right time to forget him and let him go from her life. She's believing in fate, if the can be together maybe not now maybe, soon on their future life. " I felt regret to know you, why you came to mylife?? but, honeslty I still want you but I have my own target and I must archive want I target cause this is the way I can proof to my parents and myself that I can!! " She's crying while said it to herself. Allison such a girl who love to motivate herself before she motivates other person. Suddnely, she felt that Austin is the bad guy and he cannot own her but, at the same time " Who am I what to say like that, I'm perfect now, I'm his special's one but, I'm nothing.I just like a empty can!! I hate myself, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY SPECIAL " She's asking herself and regrets what she had done. She felt stupid. Now , she just focused in studied and never looked what he done, maybe this is the time Allison to ignore him and acted like she's never know him. "Maybe today I will  regret but sson, I will tell my history about you to my children and I will always proud to know you" Allison leanrt something for the painful of Love....

Monday, 6 May 2013

I do believe : Chapter 3


Since, Allison told Austin that she liked him suddenly, her life change. Since that, She felt how hurt her feeling when someone she likes, smilw and talk to her like he wanted give Allison a hope to be her special's one but suddenly after one week later, Austin couple with someone, she's they're junior at school. About 2 month after that, suddenly Allison got messages from her friends. Her friends keep telling and asking her about Austin clash with that girl, at the same time She really didn't know what She felt, mixed feeling. He broke up with his at the end of 2012. She felt shame when She met him because She told him many times but he just ignored her. She felt stupid and she felt that she just embarrassed herself. 2013 came, something happened. The way he smiled at me and he acted like he wanted to say something. Allison didn't want the black tragic happened again. Oftenly, he came to her dreamt. She asked " What it is mean?? I really need a n answer!!". She cryed and she still wonder what he feel when he saw her?? Did he feel the same thing?? If he really want to talk or something why he still not start any conversation? Sometime Allison felt give up with this matter because She's tired of waiting and she's tired of the amazing drama but sometime Allison still want to wait for him. She can't face him, strange. Allison known him well. She knows what he love and like. He loves Oreo Biscuit, love music. He just an ordinary guy that's why Allison likes him, just that. Allison knows if she got him something will she face, the judge from his friend. She felt afraid to face it, maybe because of that Allah still.... Maybe one day, Allah will show how much he likes her, she will wait until she got an answer from him.

Friday, 3 May 2013

I do believe : Chapter 2


Love - Allison walked suddenly she met her crush, Austin. She felt like his crush never had any feeling towards her. But after, he broke up with his girlfiend..... He acted like, he wanted give her a chance but if he really wanted to, why he did not want to start first????? Everyday she saw his smile and the way he acted. For Allison his smile makes she melts and sometime he looked cute. Allison tried as possible as she can, to forget him after he never give any respond last year. Allison always saw him, especially on recess. It like accidentally incident but actually just happened, She cannot get away from that place cause she was a prefect, where she on duty so often he would last to go to a place he always hangout with his ​​friends during recess. She looked somewhere even there was nothing there cause she felt shy and flutter when she saw him. She can feel that he was looking at her. She just ignored him. Allison such a girl who never desperate for something that she known that she can't even own that things especially on LOVE. She told what she felt towards Austin to Kelly cause Kelly was his bestfriend so, she known everything about him. She would tell Allison everything about him even actually she never asked Kelly. One thing, Allison knows about him was Austin loves Oreo Biscut so much. He loved music so much, he has a band. Last but not least, for her love just a moment and love can gone only one second so, because of that she did not want to hope even he gave a hope to her severe. Allison laughed while said this word " I'm not a slut I just love love, hahahaha.... " .........