Dreamed.

"Wake up!!!! ring...ring" alarm is ringing. Allison wake up early today with a smile on her face. "I didn't understand what actually the meaning of my dreamed last night but what I could say it was like a roll about my life" Allison said to herself about her dreamed last night. While she was busy prepared for got herself to go bath suddenly... *I knew you were trouble when you walked in, so shame on me*- Her phone was ringing. She got phone call from her mother, Elizabeth. "Hello sweetheart!" "Morning mom! Why you call me early in the morning? I got shocked when I got your call" "Sorry my dear I just wanted to inform you about our gathering at my house, your cousins and your grandparents were missing you so much. Can you?" "Sure I can, I'm excited to see you guys just wait for me okay, see you later mom. Love you so much!!!" "I'm glad to hear that, love you too sweetheart". After she got a phone call from her mother she rushed away to prepare herself to see her family members. She missed them so much after a couple of year they not met because of she spent her life at Mauritius because of her relationship with the guy that she didn't want to know anymore. At this time, Allison really ignored him. She gave back what had been Austin gave to her. Allison deleted all e-mail from Austin and burned all the letter for him.

When Allison arrived her parents's house, all of her family member were so happy and excited to see her again. They asked a lot of question, some of her cousins asked her about Austin but she just replied back "We are fine. Do not worry". Her parents cooked and baked variety of food. She was really missed this moment ever. For her, her family more that what she has ever. She loved her family so much. After the gathered end and all her family member left her parents's house. Allison helped her parents to clean up everything. " Sweetheart why don't you stay here tonight? I worried if you're going back to your house because it's already 1 a.m and your house also far away from here" Elizabeth asked her to stay at her house tonight. "Okay, I also tired to drive backed home and I missed my bedroom so much" Allison followed her mom requested.

After Allison finished clean up everything, she prepared for going to bed. While she brushed her teeth, she was thinking about her dreamed last night. There was someone in her dreamed, he was a handsome guy and he was her couple but Allison never met him in during her life and in her dreamed also she met her friend Andy, Allison gave a signed to him to stay strong of his loss but at the same time Allison saw his mother walked with his brother happily. His eldest brother dead at hospital because of suffering from breathing difficulties. Andy's brother dead in a very young age, 20th. Allison suddenly feel very sad and very scared maybe she would die at a young age same like Andy's brother.

She's back.

After a couple of years, Allison backed home from her long trip. Her parents took her at the airport. Her mother, Elizabeth and her lovely daddy, Eddy was happy to see their princess with smile cause for them, Allison looked more beautiful then before. When Allison got in the car, she was excited to tell the experienced to her lovely parents. Her parents was glad she was fine and became more brave then she was before. At the same time, Austin knew the news that Allison got home today. He was really excited to meet her again. Suddenly, Austin remembered what did he done to her past couple of years. He regrets for falling love on Huett. Huett such a devil. She always asked Austin to go shooping with her and Austin spent on his money for Huett million dollars for a year and Austin asked to Huett to break the relationship between them. Huett didn't look surprised for that news nay she looked very happy. Allison arrived home "Home sweet home!!! I'm missing my beautiful bedroom!". When she got to the door she got surprise by Austin. "Welcome home, sweetheart! I'm happy to see you again" Austin surprised her. Suddenly happy mood turned to revenge mood "What are you doing here? You just disturbed me. After you did to me past couple of years how can you show your face, please live me alone and please do not show me your face again. I hate you!!!" *Bammm* Allison closed the door firmly. Allison parents scolded Austin. For Elizabeth and Eddy, Austin the couse that Allison leaved then for a couple of years without any news but they're glad Allison wanted to go back home. Allison got in to her bedroom and suddenly she got a message from someone and she got shocked that the message for Austin:

" Hi, sweetheart! Welcome home, I'm glad to meet you again. I know I'm the one who do you love so much and I'm also someone who just betrayed on you relationship. I'm really sorry  for it, can I get another chance to proof you that I can be you man forever and I promise, I will love you forever. Can you be mine? " - Austin

Allison cried whiled reading the message from  Austin but she stopped crying when she saw Austin just started to promise again. At this time she have to be ready to face something that actually she just moved on and she just promised to herself that she didn't want to get back with someone who just betrayed on her life and because of that history she got to afraid to fall in love to someone. She didn't replied the message and she go to bed, she got to tired and she needed to release it and started the new life.

The next day, her parents woke her up " Good morning our sunshine!! So we decided to bring you to somewhere. Get up and get you dress, okay? We wait for you darling" Eddy said. Allison smile. While she dressed she decided to check her e-mail because it's been a long time she's not checked her e-mail. She was surprised that she got a lot of e-mail from Austin and " Allison, faster my dear. You must get you're breakfast before we're going to our jorney!" Elizabeth said. Allison replied "Wait for awhile. I'll be there!".

What Austin sent to her? To be countinue.......

Move On.

" Thank you for the memories "

Rainy day, Allison enjoy the delights of tea while enjoying the scenery is beautiful in Mauritius and suddenly she remembered the person who has stolen her heart in past couple for years, Austin. Past couple of months had a big fight between of them. They fight because of one new girl, Huett. Huett was a girl from California and she was not a good girl, she loved social so much. Actually, it is an unexpected accident at the time Huett breaks down car at the roadside, Austin saw and Austin tried to help Huett and at the same time Huett trying to flirt Austin. Initially, Austin tried to push Huett but failed because of a kiss Huett cause Austin falls in love. To make the story, someone saw Austin and Huett both at the time and he told Allison about this. Allison heard all the news with smile and maybe they created the story for fun because Austin like a charming guy in that school and of course all student jealous of her and Allison accepted it just a rumors. Two weeks later, the rumors still the hottest story in the school and Allison started to think about it seriously and at the same time she felt strange when she with Austin. Austin treated Allison like a "Best Friend". There's no more good morning kiss and flirt from Austin. Allison miss him so much and Allison decided to go to Austin's house like she always did before. While Allison on her way, sudddenly she saw Austin was kissing with Huett. She felt broken heart. Allison out of her car then she slapped Austin in front of a crowd. Austin speechless while Huett gave cynical smile. After the tragedy, Allison drove back to her parents house and she told everything and what actually happen. To calm Allison, her mother booked flight to Mauritius the place that she dreams to go with Austin as their honeymoon place after this happen she decided to run away from this matter for awhile. The next day, she got text from Austin "Baby, I miss you. Please come back, I need you. I know that was my fault. Please give me another chance. I'm bagging.". Austin's text make Allison cried and after three week now she replied Austin's text "I miss you too but you just disappoint me and there is no chance for you. I'm leaving. Goodbye, my memories. I'm proud to know you and have you as my history. Have a nice day, sweetheart.". Allison leaved Boston to Mauritius on two evenings and Allison still could not believe that she just move on and she was really happy for it. Allison learnt from her mistake, “Don’t allow the past to keep you stuck. Learn from it, let go, and move on.” 

*What happen to Austin?? You want to know more, stay tuned......

Not Easy.

“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.”

Allison get fade-up with Kelly. She tough that Kelly was the best "friend" ever but after she saw everything by her own eye, she saw the real Kelly. She was annoying and most Allison hates about Kelly, she loves to answer while teacher was giving her an advise. Kelly tried as possible as she can to deny what teacher trying to give something good to her, Kelly tough that she was always right but actually she was not. Honestly, now I knew why her friends left her. She tried as hard as she can to be a boss. From that,  Allison realized that she had got the wrong choice of friend. Kelly was actually could not to be her friend anymore. Fact is, because of Kelly, Allison loves to play when teacher was teaching infront. Sometimes Kelly looks smart and when she realized that she was smart she would act like she was always true. Allison hate kind of this people. Sincerely, at first Allison was decided to invite Kelly to join Allison and her ladies to her party but after she saw something was not good about her. Allison had to cancel the invitation. Now, she just planned something to explain to Kelly because Kelly of course would asked her why she was not in the invitation. So, Allison decided to give an excuse to Kelly " Oh, I'm so sorry for last night. I didn't mean to do this to you but this is the suprise party so, I really didn't know anything about this. I arrived home and suddenly I was shocked to know about this suprise party. I'm sorry Kelly. I hope you're not sad." Actually she did not want to do her like that but she was desprately to do this, this is for her and Kelly also. Allison was afraid if she did not get to talk to Kelly like she treat her ladies. Is not easy to explain the truth so, she would keep this secrect until the right time come and Allison will talk to Kelly privately. She wil...

Chapter 5 : Final Chapter

"You don't believe in Love but I do believe in you"

Allison sitting on her chair by the window looking out at the city she bet sometimes Austin wonder about her. " No!! He never does to do that! " suddenly she screamed and she started to cry. Now she felt there's no more to hope that they would be together. She accepted the faith very calm.  

The next day, she still couldn't keep away from her eyes look at him. " Please!!! Why still him?" she's asking herself then, she leave the place and went to library. One hour later, she went to canteen with her bestfriend Kelly suddenly while she was busy gossiping with Kelly, someone sit beside her and he was him. Allison looked at Kelly and Kelly just smiled. "Allison, I wanted to go to buy another food, I'll be right back" Kelly asked her while smiling like a crazy people. "I wanted to follow you cause I'm hungry too" Allison replied. "It's okay, I'll buy it for you. What do you wanted to buy?" Kelly replied her. Kelly done that because she knows that Allison like Austin and Kelly wanted they will be together. But sincerely, Allison didn't have any feeling towards him after he did something that made her felt hurt.

"Hey Allison!! What are you doing?" Austin asked her. "I'm fixed the car, hehe" Allison replied him. "What??!! Haha, you're funny. By the way, I actually want to ask you some favour". "Hahaha, it's funny right. What is that?". "Okay actually, tonight my parents do a party and I want you to be my partner. Can you?". "What? It's me? Where is you beautiful and sexy girl, ha? This is insane or you want to make me trouble? ha?". "hmm, actually I just broke up. So, I think you can be my partner. I promise, I'm not going to make you trouble. Okay sweetty?". Allison shocked after he called her "Sweety" but in her mind "Maybe he just really want to make me to be shame like he did before this, ughh!". "I'm Austin, listen. Actually, I really want to be your partner but I don't think so I can... because tonight I have to go Nashville for my tomorrow's tournament. I'm sorry". " Ohh, yes you're right. It's okay. So, I wish you goodluck". "Thank you Austin, I think I should to go. Bye, see you later.". Allison letf of that place.

"Ring!!!" Bell's ringing. "Okay only this for today, I wanted you to finish this assignment and pass up to me Tomorrow!!!" Madam Huett instructed with the strictly to all student. "This is insane! How could we finish this assignment only one day!" Kelly's complaining. "Just do what she wants before she Slap you, hahaha". "Don't make me afraid okay!!! So, my dear goodluck for tournament and sorry I couldn't be there." . "It's okay, my parents will there okay. You just have fun tonight with them okay!". "Okay my dear, bye" . "Bye".

She arrived home safely and suddenly she got a message "Allison, the tournament have to be cancel because the weather was not to good. And Kelly just told me someone asked you for a party and I think you should go. Have fun baby. - Mom" . "What!!! Oh, I just excited for and suddenly it's Cancel!!! Kelly just mom about tonight, this is really insane!" . *Phone's ringing* "Hello??" . "Hi Allison, this is me... Austin. Actually Kelly just told me about your tournament." "Oh Hi! Kelly told you, ohh okay then?" . "I'll pick up you at 8 okay, bye" . "What!! Austin! Hellllloooo!".

Ohh god! Why, I just tried to forget him and suddenly he just came AGAIN!! NO!!!

*HONK!!* Allison wrore and gold dress and her curly hair just blow Austin's mind. "Hi Allison. You looked sturning" . "hmm, thank you. I think we should go now, right?" . "Ohhh. yes. Let's go". 

Allison shocked when looked at the place that Austin brought her. "ammmm, Austin it's this is the place for party?" . "Yes! *smiling". "Wow is beautiful. But! Where is everyone, you said party but there's no one here. hmm? *She's looking at him*". "Allison, actually there's no party but I just brought you to my castel. Do you remember the Madam that you met last night?". "Yes, I remember.But how you know that I met her?" "She's my mom and she likes you" "What! Please me the truth. What is happening?". 

Austin stopped the car and He's confess what he feels towards Allison. "Allison, I like you and I want you to be with me forever. Actually, you tournament was not cancel but you mother and my family cancel it for you." "What! You that is my biggest tournament Ever! How could you do this to me. I though you are good but I just doing wrong so, I think I should go and for your information. there's no more space for you in my heart, I mean I couldn't feel the feeling that I feel before on you okay, so goodbye!". She letf the place and cry suddenly one car stopped infront of her and that's her parents and Kelly. "How could you do this to me? Mom? Dad? Kelly? I hate you guys!".

*Five month later*

Early morning, she got an e-mails from anonymously. "Goodmorning sweetheart! I'll wait you for a long time. So, I'm at outside of your house. "What!!". She's looking outside of her house and the anonymously is Austin. She's going out. "What are you doing here with breakfast??" . "Hi, actually I just want to....." "Stop it! I don't want to hear it again okay, just go!" . Suddenly, Austin straight away kiss her and he said "I'm sorry baby for last night and I want you to be my wife, will you marry me?" "hmmm, Austin I... I just tried of this drama and I..." "Why?? I'm still not perfect for you? This is not a drama okay, this is REALITY. Please be mine.". She just smile and says " I accept you request".

So the end of this story Allison ans Austin live in happy life ever and now they have a great life..

The End

I do believe : Chapter 4

" Maybe today I will regret  but soon, You will be my history and I will proud to know you " - Allison 

This will be the end of the story of Allison Love Story with Austin. " Home from school" she's updating her status at twitter. While she's busy reading a new news about Taylor Swift, suddenly on her mind she's thinking about Austin. At the same time, she felt really regret to know him, to fall ni love with him and so on. She felt like, she just wasted her time stalked him at twitter even not 24 hour but everyday she always stalked his status. So, this is the right time to forget him and let him go from her life. She's believing in fate, if the can be together maybe not now maybe, soon on their future life. " I felt regret to know you, why you came to mylife?? but, honeslty I still want you but I have my own target and I must archive want I target cause this is the way I can proof to my parents and myself that I can!! " She's crying while said it to herself. Allison such a girl who love to motivate herself before she motivates other person. Suddnely, she felt that Austin is the bad guy and he cannot own her but, at the same time " Who am I what to say like that, I'm perfect now, I'm his special's one but, I'm nothing.I just like a empty can!! I hate myself, I DIDN'T HAVE ANY SPECIAL " She's asking herself and regrets what she had done. She felt stupid. Now , she just focused in studied and never looked what he done, maybe this is the time Allison to ignore him and acted like she's never know him. "Maybe today I will  regret but sson, I will tell my history about you to my children and I will always proud to know you" Allison leanrt something for the painful of Love....

I do believe : Chapter 3

Since, Allison told Austin that she liked him suddenly, her life change. Since that, She felt how hurt her feeling when someone she likes, smilw and talk to her like he wanted give Allison a hope to be her special's one but suddenly after one week later, Austin couple with someone, she's they're junior at school. About 2 month after that, suddenly Allison got messages from her friends. Her friends keep telling and asking her about Austin clash with that girl, at the same time She really didn't know what She felt, mixed feeling. He broke up with his at the end of 2012. She felt shame when She met him because She told him many times but he just ignored her. She felt stupid and she felt that she just embarrassed herself. 2013 came, something happened. The way he smiled at me and he acted like he wanted to say something. Allison didn't want the black tragic happened again. Oftenly, he came to her dreamt. She asked " What it is mean?? I really need a n answer!!". She cryed and she still wonder what he feel when he saw her?? Did he feel the same thing?? If he really want to talk or something why he still not start any conversation? Sometime Allison felt give up with this matter because She's tired of waiting and she's tired of the amazing drama but sometime Allison still want to wait for him. She can't face him, strange. Allison known him well. She knows what he love and like. He loves Oreo Biscuit, love music. He just an ordinary guy that's why Allison likes him, just that. Allison knows if she got him something will she face, the judge from his friend. She felt afraid to face it, maybe because of that Allah still.... Maybe one day, Allah will show how much he likes her, she will wait until she got an answer from him.

I do believe : Chapter 2

Love - Allison walked suddenly she met her crush, Austin. She felt like his crush never had any feeling towards her. But after, he broke up with his girlfiend..... He acted like, he wanted give her a chance but if he really wanted to, why he did not want to start first????? Everyday she saw his smile and the way he acted. For Allison his smile makes she melts and sometime he looked cute. Allison tried as possible as she can, to forget him after he never give any respond last year. Allison always saw him, especially on recess. It like accidentally incident but actually just happened, She cannot get away from that place cause she was a prefect, where she on duty so often he would last to go to a place he always hangout with his ​​friends during recess. She looked somewhere even there was nothing there cause she felt shy and flutter when she saw him. She can feel that he was looking at her. She just ignored him. Allison such a girl who never desperate for something that she known that she can't even own that things especially on LOVE. She told what she felt towards Austin to Kelly cause Kelly was his bestfriend so, she known everything about him. She would tell Allison everything about him even actually she never asked Kelly. One thing, Allison knows about him was Austin loves Oreo Biscut so much. He loved music so much, he has a band. Last but not least, for her love just a moment and love can gone only one second so, because of that she did not want to hope even he gave a hope to her severe. Allison laughed while said this word " I'm not a slut I just love love, hahahaha.... " .........

I do believe : Chapter 1

"It is MONDAY!!" she is screaming. She hates monday so much cause for her monday such a boring day only because of ASSEMBLY!!!! and only monday her class end at 03:30 p.m. Everyday she goes to school and of course she would bring home a bad and a good thing. On that day, she felt like something was strange. Fact is, actually she has a crush. He was her classmate  past two years and she started to fall in love at him last year. He was not a rich guy or clever or WHATEVER!! but she liked him because he just an ordinary guy and kind person. She was friend with his best friend name Kelly and she started be a closed friend with Kelly since last year even actually she knows her from 12 years old. Maybe people think that she was friend with Kelly because she wanted him , NO!! that was so mean!! She not used Kelly to get him. They have to know something in life we have to be honest and sincerely in friendship. Ha!! that was facts about friendship. After the class was end, she walked home alone as usual while singing her favourite song from her favourite girl, Taylor Alison Swift "We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together" suddenly something was stuck on her mind about the strange thing that just happen to her after whole day at school. She started to flaskback what happen during recess. She walked in the canteen and suddenly during recess many of time, he(her crush) came across her was like eye to eye, huhuhuhuh "I'm tired of this thing and I hope.... No!!" She tried to calm herself. *Sigh*. Sometime, she felt that she wanted him to talk with her but sometime she felt like love is not important anymore cause she had been told him that what she felt towards him but he never replied and started from that she was giving up and actually after she told him about feeling, two weeks after that he was couple with someone and it was hurt and from that she learnt something. "Hahaha....." She laughed suddenly the tears streaming. "Why him, why, why???? I really need an answer!!" She asked. She wiped her tears and  listened to the song predilection for which the song was giving spirit is high enough to keep a smile even though the pain is behind it all. Everyday she felt like.......

Introduction

Hi, I'm the writer who will write everything about one girl with her whole life. I will make this blog as a novel and the title of the novel is "Secrect Behide The Happiness....". So, for this introduction I will tell you little bit about her. She is not pretty and not ulgy too. She just an ordinary girl even the fact is she has everything but she just ignored what her friends said that she is rich. She loves music but not obsessed with it cause for her, music just for released her tenssion after one whole day studied at school. Her idol is Taylor Alison Swift. She loves Taylor Alison Swift because for her Taylor has her own beauty and she was talented singer that she ever known and she respected her because Taylor always said that "I never feel pretty , I just feel use" even Taylor actually pretty and got a natural beauty. She wanted to be like Taylor not  for became a singer but she wanted to have a successful on her life like Taylor Alison Swift. She has three younger sisters and she was an older sister. Nobody known her whole secrect even actually she has a bestfriends but she was not believed them 100% cause for her a human can change suddenly so, she was afraid that maybe one day her friends will tell her secrects to someone that she never known. The last but not least, she started felt lonely when she at age 16 years old. So, keep reading the novel and In Shaa Allah at the end of the story you will know who is she....